the road before me bends...

there comes a time in everyone’s life when one has to choose between roads. often it’s a choice between a road we already know too well, and one that’s much narrower, less familiar, bending beyond what your eyes can see. the thing is, you know you must choose—lest you remain a wanderer all your life and you simply run out of roads. each one’s road is different. but all of us are born pilgrims: we are all meant to seek that one road that will lead us home. it’s not an easy task, but don’t be afraid.

if you seek it, your road will find you.

-- johnny go, sj


if the road before me bends, then why am i still here - doing not what my heart desires. my friend G is right....what's stopping me from pursuing what i want to do best...she said that i should at least take a leap...but i figured that the risks are enormous. however, the complancency that i have in staying where i am right now is much much more costly than doing what i really want to do.

the words of fr. johnny go struck me through and through, and although i always have that in mind...im still here, feeling worthless, unfulfilled and worse...mediocre!